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I want to thank you for what you have already done. I'm not going to wait until I see results or recieve rewards; I am thanking you right now. I'm not going to wait until I feel better or things look better; I'm thanking you right now. I"m not going to wait until people say they're sorry or until they stop talking about me; I'm thanking you right now. I'm not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears; I'm thanking you right now. I'm not going to wait until my financial situation improves; I'm thanking you right now. I'm not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until i get the job; I'm thanking you right now. I'm not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; I'm thanking you right now. I'm not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed; I'm thanking you right now.

I am thanking you because I am alive. I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties. I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles. I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and better. I am thanking you because Father, you have not given up on me. God is so good, and He's good all of the time.


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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

energy.

I wish i could rip out a page of my memory
Cuz i put too much energy in him and me
Can't wait til i get through this phase
Cuz its killing me
Too bad we can't re-write our own history

Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe i'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be


I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry?
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all of (my energy)

Seems only like yesterday, Not even gravity
Could keep your feet off the ground when you go to me
How can two be as one
We've become so divided now
Theres no use hiding from my misery

Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe i'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy 
How do we reverse the chemistry?
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

Energy, My Energy
Taking all my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all of me energy

Now I can feel a change in me
and I can afford a slippage
from the person I was meant to be
I'm not afraid to move alone
not give it up but moving on
before it gets too deep
cause you're taking all of my energy


I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry?
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all of my energy 
Ya killing me
Ya taking all of me


This love is taking all my energy.


Tuesday, June 03, 2008

why i love you by shanelle gabriel

[stolen from someone else's xanga]

They say the human body
Has over 50 billion white blood cells…
And I need every single one
Because you
Make me…
Sick.

You are the fish that I would
Throw back
But for some reason
As opposites,
We attract!

We show our admiration in love taps,
"I Hate You!" matches,
And sarcastic wise cracks.
All the qualities of my soulmate…
You lack.

I wrote you a poem once.
I mounted and framed it.
It was perfect,
And you gave me a pat on the back
And said,
"Hey, good stuff…"
That was it.

You attempts at being romantic
Are simply pathetic.
The last massage you gave me
Required a paramedic.
The first time you cooked me dinner
I had to pump my stomach.

And you just like picking fights.
If I say go left,
You go right.
If I say it's day,
You swear it's night.

You still think our anniversary
Is the 10th of May;
It's the 9th
...of March.

The Golden Arches
Is the closest thing to jewelry
I've ever seen from you.
For my last birthday,
You gave me a Twinkie
With one candle.
You wear socks with your sandals!
And not the short ones,
The ones that pass your ankles.

My idea of a tranquil evening,
Involves a good book
And peppermint tea.
Yours only requires your PSP.

You're a die hard Nas fan;
I like Jay-Z.
Like most Black folk and lactose products
We just always seem to disagree.

You think Angelina Jolie
Is the epitome of beauty.
I think she's overrated and her lips are crusty.

You like chicks that are busty,
And I'm a proud member
Of the Itty-Bitty Titty Committee.

Now, I'm a country kind of gal;
You like the city life.
I'm a revolutionary woman;
You think we should all be barefoot housewives.

I remember the last time I cried…
You gently
Wiped my eyes,
And whispered in my ears,
"Baby…
Suck it up."

And I know it's bugged,
But I still love you,
Like Whitney loves crack.
Cause for some reason as opposites,
We attract.
And truth be told,

That romantic crap usually doesn't last.
Flowers die,
And many diamonds given
May as well be cut glass,

But what matters most is that
You complement me
Like air through my lungs.

And there are over a trillion nerves
In the central nervous system…
You get on every single one.
You know you do…
But for some reason,
That's why I love you.








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